YUNOSUKE ISHIBASHI
Night

I have bipolar disorder and PTSD. My mood is uneven from day to day, sometimes too energetic and sometimes too depressed. My rapidly changing emotions are like going through a storm.

Past traumas come to me suddenly in my daily life when I am washing dishes, when I finish work, when I am walking, and so on. Each time, my body stiffens and I say “ouch”. It is easier if I say it out loud. I breathe, and when my body returns to normal, I feel a pleasant sensation and fear.

I am embarrassed when people see me. I feel sad when my parents see me. These negative feelings accumulate and at night before I go to sleep, my mind goes through a series of silences and explosions. My spirit, swept up in alternating surges of anger and joy, slowly slumbering to sleep.

This time, I wanted to express this state of mind through photography.
By looking at it objectively, I want to turn the facts within me into fiction and give them away to those who will see them. I hope you enjoy them.

Website
https://yunosukeishibashi.com

Instagram
@bashhhhy

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